The other day I was at Broward General Hospital for blood tests and whatnot and I saw a woman there with a twin stroller and I was like 'oh how cute twins'. Come to find out they weren't twins one was espanol or something and the other was white and they were wards of the state. The baby girl (the blancito) was sleeping but the little boy was awake and let me tell you he was soo cute, I would say he was about 5-6 months old. I asked her if I can hold him and she let me. Let me tell you my heart broke for those kids hopefully there moms get it together and do the right thing but to be honest, that chick could have said 'here take him, he's your's' and trust me readers it would have been no prob. If you have love in your heart you can love a child, yours or not.
As some of you know I raised my niece Shania (Poochie) for almost the first two years of her life and it was wonderful. I didn't want my sister putting her in daycare soo early so I told her I would take her as long as it takes for her to get her shit together (she already had an older daughter Sapphire, my Toon Toon). Let me tell you, Poochie wasn't mine biologically but I would have done anything for that baby (she's 6 now). After having two miscarriages myself it was really heartbreaking cause I was really excited cause it would finally be my turn, but life doesn't go the way you want it all the time but I still young so I have time to try again (if I find a man worthy enough). And hey if it can't happen adoption is always an option.
But anyways, I have enough baby nieces, nephews and cousins to keep me well occupied so all this love I got I have they'll get it.
Here's a Lady Saw video to sooth your soul:
Monday, May 7, 2007
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